angsty pantsy

because of you i feel like a comfort room

Monday, December 27, 2004

so why the hell did they cut ciudad's performance on the TV coverage of the NU Rock Awards. ang panget. not fair! ciudad's performance was far better than the some of the performances and they didn't cut those. not fair talaga! someone's head is going to get chopped for this.

Friday, December 24, 2004

ok. so now im already feeling the christmas spirit. it really took me quite a while to feel it.

my mom kinda accused me of being depressed these days. and of course as always, just to argue with her, i tell her no. but then she ticks of all the supposed symptoms of depression: i sleep all day, as in dead sleep, and wake up only to eat, piss, or take a shit. then when our christmas tree was being put up, i wasn't at all fussy about the colors or the decorations or the lights, which i normally am according to my mother. so i told her yeah maybe i am a bit sad but i still think im not depressed. and so to stop her from worrying i decided to quit sleeping and tried fussing about the house, preparing the menu for the noche buena, christmas stuff. so there now, im in the mood for christmas already. hurray!

but still this has to be my worst christmas ever.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

im tired. but i can't sleep. weird.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Death, the second of The Endless, you are responsible for ending all lives and taking them to your realm, from which no one ever returns. You are bright, positive, happy, optimistic%2
Death, the second of The Endless, you are
responsible for ending all lives and taking
them to your realm, from which no one ever
returns. You are bright, positive, happy,
optimistic and enjoy everything about life, but
that does not mean your silly or stupid. You
can lay the smack down when you have to!
Everyone loves you, and they don't know why.


Which Endless are you?
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so fpj died already. i want to go his burol.

im feeling better by the minute. lumipas na ang december 12 and i think the real healing begins now.

i miss the beach. i miss the sand. i miss the salty air. i miss the rushing waves.

things will be better, you'll see.


di ka na masaya
pagod na ako
tapusin na natin ito
::cambio::

Sunday, December 12, 2004

so im turning on a new leaf. im going back to writing on my blog again.

Sunday, June 06, 2004

been sick again for the past 24 hours. it must be the rain and the fact that i haven't been getting enough sleep. but im feeling better now.

my friend joey sent me this. hehehe. it's a funny picture. :)


rehearsals. rehearsals. rehearsals.

oh, and mark, yup i agree with you. the dude has tons of it. but i don't think he got it from the people. he got it from his ancestors.

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im getting addicted to these raisins.

Sunday, May 23, 2004

ok. so i went to the thanksgiving celebration of mr. palengke last night at the araneta coliseum. and in fairness to him ang daming pumunta.

i was supposed to go with my mom and the other two palengke girls but last minute all of them backed out. so i went alone. tapang ako eh. and i find myself walking into a coliseum of people i don't know. i know some of the ad agency people would be there so i decided to look for them. while doing this, i saw mar, in his "uniform" blue polo with white shirt underneath, roaming around, having his hand shaken and his picture taken, and him saying thank-yous and all that stuff. i wanted to say hi to him and congratulate him but then shy girl took over.

after deciding not to approach mar, butch, the PD for the first three ads, suddenly appeared in front of me with two plastic cups of red wine. nakakatawa kasi para siyang fairy godmother na malaki na bading (?)na nakainom na. after making sure i drank my wine, he practically dragged me to say hi to mar. still shy girl was with me, but i let myself be dragged towards the crowd gathered around mar. first attempt...we didn't succeed to get through the crowd. besides mar kept on moving and shaking hands. after two more plastic cups of red wine...mar and his crowd were now nearer to butch and me. butch literally parted the crowd for me so i could say hi. i finally got my moment with him and i said "hi mar, congratulations." and he said thank you and shook my hand. for a second i contemplated on kissing him on the cheek as you do with friends but then he looked away and shook other hands. i turned towards butch, and he told me "di ka niya nakilala!!!" and i said,"oo nga". then butch exclaimed,"it's your eyeglasses!!!take it off, take it off, dali, dali!!!" he didn't even wait for me to take it off. he took it off himself and shoved me towards the crowd of mar again. but this time he moved towards another direction so that was the end of it. so after feeling foolish for a while, butch and i decided to eat.

can i just tell you...sobrang daming food!!! from bibingka to pizza to lechon to popcorn squid balls and kwekkwek, ang dami! pati drinks from red wine to softdrinks to mineral water with mar's face on the label. at lahat ng ito ay libre. LIBRE!

finally after eating pizza and popcorn, the ad agency people arrived already, and after exchanging hellos and kisses, we decided to try out more of the free food. at one point nahiwalay ako sa kanila cause i wanted to try out the bibingka. but the ale at the stall said ubos na yung kanya so try ko daw sa other side. so as i was walking across the araneta coliseum, i found myself walking straight to mar roxas and his crowd again (take note: all he did that night was roam around and say thank you). i wanted to take another route to go to the bibingka stall because i didn't want to risk not being recognized again. but it was already too late, the crowd was getting thicker and i was being swallowed in. so i walked and i walked and saw mar hugging this woman and was about to side-step them when he saw me. he said,"uuuy!!!! gay!!! kamusta?!!!" and he was all smiles. not knowing what to do i held out my hand to congratulate him...again...and since shy girl already had 5 plastic cups of red wine...i decided to kiss him on the cheek. when i did that he pulled me closer for a big hug. tapos he called out to "mila" telling her "this is her! this is her!" and i turned to see who mila was and she smiled at me and i smiled at her, she waved and i waved back. then mar pinched my cheek. and while all this was happening, walang tigil ang flash ng mga camera. he asked me a couple of questions and i answered them and then his crowd wanted him back so he went to them. so ayun...and i thought he didn't recognize me. so after that encounter i had this silly grin on my face. i found my way back to the ad agency people. and when our ad director asked me if mar saw me already i said,"yes", still grinning like a fool.

hehehe sorry. what can i say? the guy is charming.

hi mikey! :)